Sinuksi, Sinulta, Sinulle (Into you, from you, to you)
In a Russian fur farm
they tear skins from live blue foxes,
and then throw them trembling into a heap
to wait for amnesty.
What does it say about us if I think:
that is what it’s like to love you?
I should be weaned away from you
like calves from their mothers on dairy farms:
by forcefully tearing, ignoring the sad, horrified screams,
by locking in a room –
isolate, until I forget.
For like a dog that licks its wounds and after whimpering for a while
gravitates back to the one responsible for them,
I am making my way back to You
In between acts
I have no identity.
Everything in me is built around You, is Yours.
I am of You, Yours, in You, from You, into You, on You, as You, to You, out of You, for You.
There's life before you and after you, there's a slow burning, cremation, and finally
wordily disappearance.
But the abessive case
Absent.
Kicked, beaten, locked in the freezing cold, tail between my legs
I am crawling, like bitches crawl
along the plastic mat,
I'm on my knees in front of you, your palms in my hair –
To you, from you, for you.
With your flesh pressing against my stomach
I remember again and again how it feels when you penetrate,
when you force me to my knees
and I think about something else.
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