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V​ä​kivaltaisesti sinun

by LETTERBOMBS

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1.
Preludi 02:15
2.
Mustelmat 02:43
Mustelmat (Bruises) I have made you cry so many times that it doesn't stir any emotions in me. Why should I even feel anything? Because you will always come back to me I apologize and everything's fine for a while. You will unpack your suitcase and cover up your bruises I did not mean a single word. I know you can never forget or hide the pain. And no one will believe what you say. Even you, yourself, do not believe in them A good dog does not bite its owner. You will always be mine. You cannot escape
3.
Sinuksi, Sinulta, Sinulle (Into you, from you, to you) In a Russian fur farm they tear skins from live blue foxes, and then throw them trembling into a heap to wait for amnesty. What does it say about us if I think: that is what it’s like to love you? I should be weaned away from you like calves from their mothers on dairy farms: by forcefully tearing, ignoring the sad, horrified screams, by locking in a room – isolate, until I forget. For like a dog that licks its wounds and after whimpering for a while gravitates back to the one responsible for them, I am making my way back to You In between acts I have no identity. Everything in me is built around You, is Yours. I am of You, Yours, in You, from You, into You, on You, as You, to You, out of You, for You. There's life before you and after you, there's a slow burning, cremation, and finally wordily disappearance. But the abessive case Absent. Kicked, beaten, locked in the freezing cold, tail between my legs I am crawling, like bitches crawl along the plastic mat, I'm on my knees in front of you, your palms in my hair – To you, from you, for you. With your flesh pressing against my stomach I remember again and again how it feels when you penetrate, when you force me to my knees and I think about something else. These whispers in my ears, love, love.
4.
Hiljaisuus 01:03
Hiljaisuus (Silence) The quiet after the storm I can hear the wind in the branches of the juniper tree Silence fills this body and these four walls we call home Home has turned into a prison A prison, in which I am afraid A sanctuary into a nightmare The crying has stopped for now The wind blows and its autumn again Some things never change
5.
Veren Tahraama (Bloodstained) Bound by blood you are mine From here on to eternity The delirium of life Today your pillow will be drenched in blood And you will be the dog drowning in the shallows As I thrive in madness and ecstasy You intoxicate me
6.
Ave Maria 01:36
Ave Maria Within these walls you want to be God. With your fist in my mouth, you order me to recite The Lord’s Prayer, so that time would stop My tongue makes room for You and the words rumble from my chest with everything else shrinking. You grab the ponytail, and solemnly raise it towards the heavens. Moments before the cut, poor girls begging for mercy, foul-mouthed, corrupted, spoiled. A moment before the punishment Ave Maria pierces the cries, blessed be the fruit of my womb. In this darkness, your repeated actions have become signs of life, but there is something intoxicating when you understand: if this continues for even a moment longer there will be nothing left. And then I shall be easy to carry. Darling, when you're ready with me, I hope to be cremated in the same coffin with you. Because in this version I never had the time to notice I would have been mine forever if I hadn't always just been violently yours.
7.
Elämän jokainen hetki (Every Last Moment) I am love, the lord’s prayer A summer hymn, a wedding vow The last rose on the coffin The moment of life Death’s last staple Bound by blood Forever mine
8.
Epilogi 02:14

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Tapes /26, 10 on red anchor swirl, 10 on yellow growth swirl, 3 on clear seashell swirl and 3 test dips w/matching swirl case, all w/jcard and insert sheet with both native and translated lyrics numbered /26. Buy from Zegema Beach Records distro:

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released February 28, 2023

Poems by Laura Juntunen
Poems translated by Tiia Joensuu and Laura Siitonen
Lyrics by Eetu Viita
Lyrics translated by Christopher Livingstone
Music by Christopher Livingstone, Jussi Pohjanen and Roope Palve
Guest vocals on Mustelmat, Elämän jokainen hetki and Epilogi by Damián Antón Ojeda Guest vocals on Veren tahraama by Otto Joki
Mixed by Jussi Pohjanen
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios
Vocals and poems recorded by Otto Joki
Guitars recorded by Craig Livingstone
Layout and design by Jussi Pohjanen

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Eetu - Vocals
Chris - Guitar, acoustic guitar, vocals & noise Roope - Bass, vocals, piano & guitar
Jussi – Drums

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